“I’m tired”, she says in her usual manner.
I’m tired too, so rather than asking her what might be inflicting this malaise I merely stir my coffee and search the table for another cream. This quest isn’t necessary; the coffee is already a nice tan color yet it seems a much better use of my time than listening to her. This will cause problems however, so I decide to be a slightly better boyfriend.
“Why are you tired?”
There is ever so slight of a pause as her left eyebrow raises.
“I was wondering how long you were going to take to ask me. Really Connor, I question how much you care sometimes.” She begins to get that look in her eye.
It’s not really a stare, or a gaze, her eyes don’t glaze over and there is no real noticeable difference to anyone who hasn’t been in this kind of relationship. She keeps it a secret to the general public. My recommendation, don’t date her…or anyone if you’re smart. It’s better just to pick someone out of the crowd and ask them to marry you. While this might seem ludicrous to the normal social customs, let me explain my reasons for this approach:
1. It seems romantic, so at least your new bride or groom (if things pan out) will think you’re sweet and slightly crazed, but anyone who wants to get married is usually member of both those catagories.
2. You’re chance of picking someone who is compatible to you is slim, but you have about the same odds in a normal dating situation. At least you won’t have to worry about them changing; since you didn’t know them before your impromptu proposal.
3. You have picked them solely on looks, so again this isn’t much different than a normal bar outing. However, instead of a one night stand, you’ve picked up an old lady to worry about how much time you’re spending at the bar.
I’ve stopped listening again. I even seem to have abandoned the search for more cream, considering that there were only three possible places for it to hide. I look up from my coffee, which I have decided is more interesting than my girlfriend at the moment. She looks pissed…this is understandable though. I can’t really blame her, and then I notice something that I didn’t before. As I pick up my cup to receive some reassurance from my caffeinated friend, I am confronted by the fact that my suspicions are correct, I’m about to be dumped.
Now average folk about to lose their girlfriend of three years might be about to cry, or wishing that they had the power to turn back time, or better yet wishing that this diner served alcohol through an IV. I ,however, have decided to take a much better approach. Just as the words escape her lips, just as I hear;
“I think it’d be better if we separated, found ourselves a little more first”
I do the only reasonable thing I can think of…I pour my coffee into my lap.