it isn’t like it is in a porno.

i heard a porn star say

that sex is

unrestrained

free

rejuvenating

relaxing

and organic

 

but it’s not

 

it’s constricting

suffocating

mechanical

detached

cold and unfeeling

unnatural

and hateful

 

like when you do it —

nicole vertaglio —

with my best friend brendan o’reilly

behind the gym after school

 

while i patiently wait

for you at the bus stop

to carry home your books

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